On Monday, March 19th, one of my best friends committed suicide. She battled with depression for years and had attempted to take her life a few times before. She wasn't doing well and was making bad choices and then had a full hysterectomy in January which I think sent her over the edge. I had to take some time to heal emotionally. I was so worried that this would cause a major healing setback for me but physically it did not. I didn't sleep well a few nights but it was out of worry and concern for the family. I am doing fine, I have learned to let go and just remember my friend as the person she was that I loved instead of this disturbed woman she had become. I will love her and miss her always.
I am happy to report that a lot of my symptoms are mild if not gone. I have no problems sleeping, falling asleep, or staying asleep. My eyesight has improved tremendously. I don't need to shut my eyes when I turn the light out at night like I had been doing for months. I don't have panic attacks or anxiety right before a shower, I can handle noise a lot better, too.
I am still fatigued, have not dropped one ounce, and my pms has been very noticeable. Not crabby as much but very bloated and achy.
I had blood work done a week ago so I am anxious to see what it says.